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| Today is one of thoses days... or I might say weeks 1/2 ... I have yet to get over all that has been thrown at me. These feelings I've been having took me over today 2x. I feel and felt like I have NO ONE i know thats not true. I just feel so empty inside. My Mom and I are not exactly getting along as good as we used to. I looked at an apt got an app. but not yet filled it out. ima stay as long as I can.
JORGE...ugh! whatever! He didn't call me all last week I called him, he wanted to go see him right well it was one of those days and I need to be with my best friend. MY Mom was wanting me home early to clean and finish the laundry i had left. more to that! ha well yeah the we talked again that night and he promised he would call at 3:30 he never called! i went to kelsees, brenda and nicole (not my bf)were there. it was fun i laughed :) i called jorge a few times his phone was off.
later that night brenda and i went to her house we ordered pizza talked played a DVD that we didn't watch! Looked at old pix...talked somemore! i spilled to her...i know i know...i needed to get it out!
On my lunch brake at work i was bored! Nicole had Garrett over so i didn't want to bug her. i felt really sad and down i dunno what it is i just feel so different. i needed someone to talk to. I know i know bad idea... who do i call i call DEAN ( my x) i know ya'll hate him and i should aswell but like it or not i feel i can tell him anything like hes my bestfriend! un like NIK duh. NO ONE comes closes to her but he understands me on that leavle of how and what i feel. makes no sence but yeah! He really pisses me off. Hes back doing that shit again! he blames me! hes being a total slut! I HATE HIM! my heart loves him! its something i cant control. its another problem i have, i could make a list but who has time. i could go on forever but i wont! ima look for a new job! then go to bed! ^ help me go on...only ^YOU ^can! | | |
| 2:47am (myfriday)
CaN't sLeeP wHeN aLLz i Do Is ThiNk BoUt YOU! i Fu*kN' hAtE yOu! | | |
| heyyyyyyyyyyy! How could i forget! omg! ya'll need to hit me up for one of these CD's "yo" LOL nah but forreal! hit me up made A LOT! You'll LOVE it i do! He's mine though haha hehe thats right!  | | |
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